Today-

I faked a headache... but i did all my chores- twice!

and i havent slept a wink.. its gonna be a great night of sleep lol

midnight hunger pangs

It's kinda funny how, its 1:36 am, I'm STARVING, and I'm not the least bit tired...

I want some wattaburger! >.<>

SICKENING!-- Sometimes I secretly wish I could rip it from their soft teenage hands, and shove it so far down their throats, that they feel it vibrate in their anus as the next incoming message sets off the mechanism inside and some odd tone plays marking the next stupid response of "lol"...

I met a guy named Noor yesterday- it was interesting :D

charlie the unicorn

shunnnn the non beleivers.. SHUNNNNNNNNNN

LMFAO

So far..

... I think I am finally done seeing all of what life has had to offer me, these last have sucked monkey balls beyond recognition. I think the reason I am having trouble sleeping now is that, I have not found someone to bounce off of. I though it would be easy to find, am I looking in the wrong places? Or is it just that I am not trying hard enough?

Should I lose those extra pounds and hope to Jeabuz that I wont be as invisible to people as I always have been?

What ever it is, I would get a sign. I know god isn't supposed to give me these signs because of past arguments [e.i. I am a Taoist] But hell, not even DAD [Charles Shoults] can help me out with this. I'm still on my own; their is still so much to do, and I don't have enough time to finish...

Those moments i like..

The ones that do not have much to say than what they actually are :)
now if only i could get my old man to the doctor UGH

Wisdome.. teeth

so i got my wisdome teeth taken out yesterday.

I was knocked out completely, but my mom said that when i woke up i was crying and whispering somebody's name. I dont remember a thing after waking up- but i do remember what happened as i was under...

I had that dream again. The one about the forest :/

I want to know what it means but every time i get close to finishing, i die and or wake up.

I havent told my therapist the whole dream, with details and everything. My mom is always around and this is something i want to figure out on my own.

but alls the same, I have a monster in the clost and a dagger in my heart.

untitled love?

If i could give you a kiss i would give you a thousand.
And let them flutter by like their is no tomorrow,
Just grazing up on that beautiful land
nothing to fear, nothing to follow.

If i could give you a hug i would
No less than a million
no less than i ever should,
that numbers more than a billion.