Wrong!

Im not a stupid kid,

im not your toy

Im not your punching bag

im invisible

People just shut the fuck up

i want you out of my head, i want to be alone again

lonliness was the best drug out thier.

It gets cold after a while

sometimes, fire burns

most times it soothes the frozen part of me

numb to tingly,

atleast i know i am alive.

yesterday never came

we were all ready,

the only thing left to buy was the influence.

u said you wouldnt do it but you did, you walked out.

i told you to leave, nd now im all alone.

I dont care, ginger will take care of me,

im loved by everyone,

but I think thats why you say no.

i could be wrong, nd its so hard to move on,

but i know in a couple of months, i will probably be fixed

and i will look back and laugh of what we've done.

We are just a bunch of stupid kids right?

Quiet hearts reminder...

i told you how i felt about everything thats been going on.

you tripped out and said i could be nothing more,

inside i tried to hold it back but eventually it came out. I followed you like a lost puppy (against my best of friend's advocacy)

you keep saying no, but your notions and words silently whisper yes.

its like your trapped under a layer of ice, i'm just the heat you need to defrost you from the seams, and make you melt away into my palm with ecstasy.

but everytime i bring them up, you grow another layer, i cant just get rid of them.

they are my new family, im not telling you to love them, but you cant just put them on the spot.

Make up your mind and scream your thoughts cuz your confusing me dear. I mean it.-- but you wont ever know im even here.