Sitting on a cloud

Floating on the clouds like a dream

droplets forming on my skin

never want to fall off this scene

i don't know where to begin...

do not hold me down

please let me go

please let me be on my way

oh please i don't want to stay

The droplets on my skin, start forming into ice

oh it gets a little cold, it really doesn't feel so nice

how i want to stay up in the clouds

and savor the open air

do not hold me down,

please let me go

please let me by on my way

oh please i

don't want to stay with you

im not going back down to where the dirt and the air kiss..

im not following you back home.

No heart to call my own but yours

i gave you mine but you broke it-- fucking butter fingers.

dont hold me down

just let me go away

let my fly into the horizon

just let me by on my way

Shhhh- tell no one....

My body felt what happened, yet he denied it.

I told him he had done me wrong, yet he denied it.

I told him to please stop, yet he kept going.

Going until his disgusting poison was inside me,

all i can do is hope his seed has not rooted in my womb.

I want to cry, but nothing comes out. Why?

Oh Why do things like this happen in the world?

All i was doing was minding my own tune.

Staying out of sight, out of mind of drivers.

at 1:32am, August 2, 2010. I was raped.

He raped my body,

and he might have raped my future, or was that all me for making that mistake of walking down the road in the middle of the night?

I want to crawl up in a ball and die now :/